Hidupku yang lalu di ambang kehancuran..@ Before this my life is collaps around me.I work my self into exhaustions…

Hidupku di ambang kehancuran.Saya mengerjakan hal-hal yang melelahkan dan hubungan keluarga ku menuju keputusasaan.Tak pernah kusedari waktu itu didalam kesulitan yang amat dalam Dulu hidupku diambang kehancuran lalu datang satu anugerah besar.Saya di tunjukkan rahsia besar…..

Tali wasilah(T2W).Tasauf.

Just wanted to share my story to those who wants to read and discover life is not just what we think it was..By learning Dzikir based on the right tali wasilah (T2W) has changed my life and family completely.

My life was at rock bottom when I discovered the law of attraction where we can get from Tassauf.

Before rock bottom though, I had an amazing future ahead of me. I was a successful working mother, student.The future was promising, and many years after the day I had worked my entire life for I hit bottom. My marriage was in ruins, my career was gone, and all sign of hope was gone.

The worst part in my life is when my 2 sons was really ill. In a month they were hospitalized number of times.When we did a massive checked up everything is normal. However, my sons was really having bad cough,running nose (like old man) consecutively for 3 months and fever.My 2nd son crying at night for no reason everyday and a shattered glass came out from his skin and wood from his nose.

I was vomiting blood and my body came out shattered of glass…and many more weird things.I have joint pain(lutut sakit sampai tak boleh naik tangga),my shoulder(bahu kiri) setiap malam sakit seperti dicucuk jarum setiap malam walaupun sudah diurut.(I had massage almost every 2 weeks,but still hurts) I went to all sorts of modern and alternative treatments bomoh’s (dont practise this guys) ,tabib,darul shifa ….nothings changing. Even I pray daily and practising the Syariat as Normal Muslim did…and dzikir on my own.The result was I became more tends and impatient.(Jadi lagi pemarah)

There were days when I did not want to live and thought that I was becoming in saint. (Hampir saya rasa gila dan minta suami bawak saya jumpa pakar jiwa,mungkin kerana terlalu stress).

I knew there was more to life that Allah required me to do.I have started searching for the truth since I was teenegers, reason I am created by “GOD” by going into many religious group the last religious group was learning the QURAN by translation for 3years this had change my life only a little. However not completely….it was not enough for me coz I dont see any good fenomena happen to me (good things happened) and I am getting more and more stress in many ways.

What I believed and practising is not 100% complete something is missing..????. After practising the Syariat, I knew that this could not be it.It has to be another step after Syariat that we overlook as a Muslim to Guide us in our daily life.

One day my husband meet a friend’s who has a golden heart and we discovered the law of attraction,the law of Universe by learning THE TALI WASILAH and now became devoted to it. It was a wonderfull journey and magic began to happend.My 100days research for the truth is worth it…:D.Saya percaya ini adalah jalan yang HAQ menuju kebahagiaan dunia & akhirat.

Pada peringkat awalnya memang susah nak di percayai,(Its hard to believe at first stage),suami pun begitu.Tetapi apabila dia sedar,sebagai seorang Doktor dia sudah cuba yang terbaik buat keluarga (He had tried his level best in moden madcine) Sehingga Dr Affendi sendiri sakit kepala Migrain yang teruk,balik pasti dia mesti tidur kalau tak dia akan Nak marah aje..Check semua ok…dikatakan pula nak kena serangan jantung.Tapi ternyata selepas 100 hari kami berbuat dengan bersungguh-sungguh apa yang diajar Guru iatu Solat dan Zikir.Semua mulai berubah perlahan-lahan tetapi kepetusan nya bagus sekali.

Our life has never been this great, our relationships have never been this great(Bertambah baik) , and money has never been this good (Alhamdullilah tetap ada rezeki walaupun dalam kesukaran ekonomi sekarang). We are just at the beginning of our creations (Mengenal diri sendiri). Sometimes I can’t believe that it is as easy as ask, believe, receive.A lot of fenomena happenedto my family. Allah is really great & Tuhan itu amat jelas bagi yang mendapat petunjuk dari- Nya.Terima kasih Allah.

The first time Ziarah@visiting BATAM it is such a magnificent journey and awesome experienced. How they treated illness and in saint people so harmonised (They been thought Solat and Dzikir…). Life is truly amazing or should I say as amazing as we create it to be.”let go of STRUGGLING come and join the dzikir of the OCEAN of HEART just like Muhammad SAW and the previous people before us did– with all that tight, tense, “got to MAKE it happen”

feeling — and instead began to relax and simply ALLOW, amazing experiences and things started showing up.

Perfect!

Alhamdullilah, Semoga kita semua dirahmati dan dilindungi oleh Nya.Semoga kita semua di dalam tilik kasihNya.

Ku akui tidak ada yang tulus setulus CintaMu, Ku akui tidak ada yang tulus setulus Kasih Mu, Ku akui tidak ada yang indah,seindah hidup dengan Mu, Tanpa Mu ku akui,hidup tiada berarah, Tiada ketentuan Baru tersadar dari lamunan, Ku berharap belum ter…lambat Selagi nafas ku masih ada, setiap saat dan detik Ku akui,ku ingin Kau selalu ada…..

Marilah kita semua saling mendoakan..

Tuhan semoga aku sentiasa mensyukuri rahmatMu dan sentisa beristiqomah sabar dalam mempelajari Tasauf sampai akhir hayatku.

Terima Kasih diatas KaruniaMu dan penawar yang tidak putus-putus didalam segala kesulitan kami.Aku serahkan hidup dan matiku seperti yang engkau kehendaki.Permudahkanlah perjalananku untuk bisa mendekati Mu……

Illahi Anta Maksudi Waridhaka Matlubi

(Ya Allah hanya Engkau yang aku maksud dan Ridho-mu yang aku tuntut)

Adian Uziel sering sakit before March 2009 sampai doctor pun tak tau sakit apa.Check semua blood,x-tray semua ok doctor said.”Hospital Pantai Bangsar,Sunway,Serdang,Putrajaya…all unable to detact my 2 sons sickness)
since we learn Tali2 Wasilah @Zikrullah.Alhamdullilah since 27 March 2009 tak sakit lagi or masuk hospital until now…
Amiel Hakim sering sakit before March 2009 sampai doctor pun tak tau sakit apa.Check semua blood,x-tray semua ok.
since we learn Tali2 Wasilah @Zikrullah.Alhamdullilah since 27 March 2009 tak sakit lagi or masuk hospital
Amiel Hakim sering sakit before March 2009 sampai doctor pun tak tau sakit apa.Check semua blood,x-tray semua ok.(Hospital Pantai Bangsar,Sunway,Serdang,putrajaya…) all no cure or specialist unable to detact my kids sickness….
since we learn Tali2 Wasilah @Zikrullah.Alhamdullilah since 27 March 2009 tak sakit lagi or masuk hospital
Now our life are continuesly great….AlhamdullilahTidak ada noktah dalam membentuk diri ke arah yang lebih baik. ‘Usaha membaiki diri adalah satu kembara yang tidak berhujung’. Sering kali penghujung suatu jalan, membuka satu jalan lain yang lebih luas.

‘In life, what sometimes appears to be the end is really a new beginning’. – Dalam hidup, kadangkala sesuatu yang kelihatan seperti satu pengakhiran sebenarnya adalah satu permulaan yang baru!
By Sunan Bonang alias Makhdum Ibrahim
Jangan terlalu jauh mencari keindahan
Keindahan Ada di dalam diri
Malah seluruh dunia Ada di dalam diri
Jadikan dirimu cinta
Supaya dapat memandang dunia
Pusatkan pikiran heningkan cipta
Siang malam, berjagalah!
Segala yang Ada di sekelilingmu
Adalah buah amal perbuatanmu
Jangan sekali lupa, apa yang telah Allah berikan kepada kita sebenarnya lebih banyak daripada apa yang sedang kita minta (doa).
Kalau dari tempat yang jauh engkau kangen kepada ibunda
Kalau dari tempat yang jauh ibunda kangen kepada engkau,
Dendangkanlah nyanyian puji-puji tuk Tuhanmu
Karena setiap bunyi
Kerinduan hatimu adalah
Sebaris lagu cinta Allah kepada segala ciptaanNya

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June 26, 2011 · 05:06

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